Sunday, April 17, 2011 x 12:05 AM
'Left outside alone' by Anastacia is one of my favorite songs of all time, even after so many years. I still remember the first time I heard it I was in Primary School and now I am like 19.The lyrics always invoke many mixed feelings inside me and I have posted my favorite part here, for those of you who are not familiar. And I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone...
I felt really happy when I first came and I thought I would see you but as I found out that you were on break for a week, my feelings just plummeted down, like to the bottom. Suddenly I realize that one of the forces that keep me going is not just cos I like it because you are present.When you are gone, I keep asking myself what will I do.
It is a constant struggle to do what is right and what I feel like doing.I really am pushing my boundary further than I ever did and I will keep it to myself because I know it is never possible and that it will only ever be my own secret to keep.And on the same note, I really feel like I have been left out alone in the cold, with no sense of where I should go or do.
